Feeling down and blue today. Even though I have everything I could possibly want, there are things beyond my control and that’s breaking my heart.
Every morning to wake up beside someone you care about is blissful. And when I drag myself to the kitchen in the morning and stand at the kitchen sink drinking tea , looking out at all the cats and the birds we’ve attracted , with the golden morning Sun in my face, I feel incredibly happy. Then I sit by the blue kitchen doors at the kitchen table that was made by Darling’s father for us and eat breakfast with Darling. The morning wind comes in, the ginger cat is sitting in our garden, looking a little less hostile and I am thankful. Thankful for the blue green doors and even the mint that grows from a cup on my window sill.
I don’t need much to be happy. I love this man, I love this house. I love that we are together. I am no more completely broke.
So even though there are problems .. that I can’t seem to do much about, that are gnawing at me all the time, I am thankful for the life I lead. I am glad to be a part of someone else’s life, I am glad that some dreams do come true.